Whithering Away

I've lost three pounds, which on me is significant. I need to keep better track of things, so now I have to keep a diary of my calorie and fat gram intake to make sure I maintain my weight. I'm a goal oriented person, I need to keep the finish line in mind in order to run the race. Ideally, I need 1830 calories per day and 64 fat grams. What's more pathetic? That i have to do this in the first place, or that I feel the need to mention it in my blog?